Sweden loves me…. Sweden loves me not… ohh!! Sweden loves meee!!! i hope so…

this is a semi automatic write… i feel so much mixed emotions right now… on one hand i know that if this happen it will make me feel so sad and i would make indirectly sad a lot of people i love… but it feels like a new romance… yes i feel like i am flirting with Sweden lol i know it sounds really odd… but i can´t stop thinking about it.. i want to know more about it… i want to watch pictures, to learn its language… i feel kind of really excited and at the same time i feel a little bit afraid of recognize how much i would love to move our family to that wonderful and cold land… i do not want to recognize that if we are not able to make it, it will mean a huge huge disappointment… and like a little heartbreaking… but i guess that is the way it has to be… letting your feelings and your emotions guide you through this material world… i guess if you do not put your heart inside the decisions that you take you will not enjoy so much when you achieve your goals…. anyway the only thing i can do for now is wait…. patience and grateful…
Marillion´s music sounds colder than ever…

a really impatience Ninna….